and then it comes to 'what's love?'
i kept asking what love is. forgetting what feeling surrounding me. 'til he came and showed me... (he's still showing me up to now.)
that love is something i always had all this time.
that God always guide me with His love.
that when i found love, my life would be whole.
he just walked and passed me by without knowing what he's given to me.
he's not that flawless after all. that's when i came to see his flaws. but the greatest thing about love is that we can always accept 'he' for what he is... (i'm still trying though, but i'm sure he works harder than me..)
and so it's been three years that i keep trying. still not knowing if he's the right one for me. but when i think about all those doubts, i remember some things. he's the one taught me what life was all about. that i gotta stop asking what instead of why. (i don't know if i say it right or not..) 'cause life is not keep asking what, but to find why. and know it comes to this:
why do i love him?
but yet, i don't want any answer for that question. because i'm afraid that when i know the answer, i'd stop asking. and when i stop asking, i'm so scared that i'd stop loving him. (loving someone give me more strength to face the day..)
so yes, there's no progress in me finding the answer for that question. so i still keep trying to find it. and unconditionally love him.
you are a drug,
i cannot quit you,
you are a drug,
i'm still lonely with you,
you're not in love,
but i still need to
hold on to you,
what have i gotten into?
(you are a drug by secondhand serenade)
oke, stop all that crap.
apa sih bahasa inggris yang bahkan tidak diketahui benar atau salahnya itu??
karena sebenarnya entri ini adalah untuk setor hasil keisengan shepa... (para saksi minta di upload di fb aja,, tapi shepa males tag anak-anak plus belum bisa bikin friend list... gomen... mianhae... maaf...)
seperti yang sudah terlihat, shepa adalah makhluk yang kurang kerjaan dan kurang tertarik dengan makul review of HS curriculum, frustrasi karena begitu terbiasa dengan mr KH-beliau pergi dengan sangat tidak bertanggung jawab, dan kurang pandai dengan fisika dan matematika... (sebenarnya kimia juga...)
ini yang shepa dan teman-teman dapatkan sebagai hadiah karena menyelesaikan praktikum (kimia fisika lhu..) dengan cepat...
group six (or sick??)
me and my namja
dan ini apa yang saia dapat dari pkimswa09 di tengah kuliah...
kapan ini diambil ya???
ini kuliah kimia anorganik...
ket: dia berpose dengan sengaja,,
nungguin p heru buat kuliah kimia fisika...
teman-teman bilang foto ini perlu di upload..
apa semua wanita pkimswa 09=fans 'andika'??
jadi dia idola atau tempat penitipan???
special performance,,
shepa on a skirt,,
time for gray lover in action...
teman-teman,,
komen diharapkan demi menaikkan minat saia membuat entri lagi...
next project (i wish): girls in dreams (sulit mendapat foto perempuan pkimswa09 yang tertidur,, huft..gonna be a hard work then...)
ja... oyasuminasai... (hey, it's morning when i type this! but sleep seems to be so nice thing to do)
oia,, merapi lagi mau bersin,, hati-hati iah... semoga tidak satupun dari kita harus menangis karena bersinnya... say yarhamukallah then..
bonus: good charlotte - cardiology
http://www.mp3boo.com/download-mp3/good-charlotte-cardiology.htm
bonus: good charlotte - cardiology
http://www.mp3boo.com/download-mp3/good-charlotte-cardiology.htm